i hate myself

and i want to kill myself right now

i lost my wallet at spectrum ..

i had like 120 freaking dollars + gift cards and my ID.. omfg

i know money isn't everything but fuck this really realy REALLY sucks and makes me pissed and sad ..sigh.

blah i had it at claires.. sat down at a table with sarah and sujean.. then idk i might have dropped it? iono but we went to the bathroom ..and then i couldn't find my makeup so i went back ..and i didn't see my wallet there.. idk if i left it in the restroom but it took like 5 minutes to lose it.

fuck my life

seriously this is so unfair.

we called security and everything ..but obviously no one's gonna return any of my shit becuase of they come to the guest services with an empty wallet then theyre gnna get in trouble casue i told security how much i had in there.

fuck

i want to die.

life's a bitch and karma will be back to get whoever took my stuff. or i'll go fuck their life up myself..