anything i took joy in yesterday..

pretty much wiped out today.

oh sure, i didnt blow out my ankles after all

but instead something else blew out inside.

i just feel like absolute shit.

theres no indication of hope.

im just.. an afterthought. 

this program has failed its supposed values.

if ever there was a bright side today, curtis won a 37" flat screen.

congrats.

add an hour. hah. wont help.

//edit:

great. i get to spend a good 4+ hours filming tomorrow. thats... just freakin wonderful.