okay, went to a bud drink up the night before. only took 2 shots. didn't feel like getting effed. tonight went to another bud drink up and had 8 shots of JD/vodka. then had a 2 hits of weed. fuck. couldn't feel like yaking 'til i got out of the car. anyway, none of this weed bullshit anymore. fuck.

fortunately, i went out to dinner with my friend meryl, my stomach was full, so i'm not doing too bad. okay, i'm sick, goodnight